Letse. Kapag ambait-bait ko, hindi ako sineseryoso. Kapag seryoso na ako, nagagalit. Kapag pikon na pikon na ako pero nagpapaka-mabait parin ako, nagagalit parin. Ano ba? Saan ko ba ilalagay sarili ko?
Feeling kasi ng lahat dali dali ng ginagawa ko. May mga panahon kasing binu-bullshit na ako ng mga tao sa paligid ko.
PRESS CONFERENCE for RAP SESSIONS LAUNCHING.
Thanks to everyone who came!
And thanks to our lovely MARKETING ASSOCIATE who doesn’t know the meaning of GIVE-UP - KIM DOTADO :)
FILM SHOOT with Ronnie Liang for direk Elwood Perez’s next film, (I CANNOT REVEAL THE TITLE YET).
Best friends kasi kami. Haha. Kainis.
I turned around. He was there. Standing right in front of me. I didn’t move. I couldn’t. He’s been gone for months. Without a word, without communication at all. He just left, disappeared without saying anything.
I stared at him, I can’t help myself. That moment I felt like I want to run, throw my arms around him and just say three words, “I missed you.” My heart beat went faster. It’s like I could feel it escaping from my chest. He was there. In front of me. But I can’t move.
He wasn’t saying anything, just looking at my direction. Those glasses, those eyes, his hair that I used to play with, his hand that wanted to hold mine but I rejected, those feet that walked for two kilometers just to see me - that boy, him. Memories. Him - who I trusted my whole life with, who rejected me a lot of times, who chose not to speak to me for a very long time; he who is still causing me so much pain until that moment - but I still love. I wanted to go near him. If I could just move one foot.
He placed his hands inside his pocket. He took one step. Backward. I tried to open my mouth, but no word came out. I couldn’t speak to him. i was left standing there. For a long time, I’ve been waiting for that one perfect moment. But all I could do was watch as he walked away.