So everyone’s saying I’m such a weird girlfriend because I’m not clingy, I don’t get jealous that much, I let my boyfriend drink with his friends without asking who he’s with and such, I don’t ask him for anything that much… well, is that weird? That’s just me.
I’m not clingy because I don’t like him to be clingy. I don’t like clingy. You know, I always think we both still have separate lives even when we’re together. That’s life, you know. Even if he doesn’t think that way. I don’t want him to get so sakal. And we’re both career-oriented freaks, so, haha, we’re even.
I don’t get jealous not because I love him, but because I trust him that much. We’re way over that stage where going out with one girl other than me is the start of world war five.
I let him drink and go out with friends - because every individual has a social life. Haha. Yes, he needs to enjoy too, even without me. We have our time together, and he has friends. His world should not revolve around me. So it’s okay. Except, he’s not allowed to drunk-drive - thing he does when he’s drunk (which happens 1/10 times). Stubborn boy.
So what’s my problem?
I’ve been really clingy lately. I think I am. Haha. I can’t help it. I don’t know what’s happening. Maybe I’m not as busy as I was before. So that’s one. Next is maybe I just miss him everyday since I’m getting used to having him here in Manila. I feel weird. Girlfriend problems.
So when did I last post anything on this blog? It’s been a long time. So I’m going to you, bloggie, a little update about me. From January to almost-March. Haha. Here goes.
I’m an office girl now!
Yes, now I’m officially an employee of Lunar Saints Production. After two long years. Okay, not that long though. Anyway, one month in the office is already killing me. My friends are betting that I won’t be able to pull off this office girl thing - because I’m more of the freelance type! Attention span is for ten minutes to forty-five.
It’s beginning to sink-in now. The responsibility. The grown up shits. I just got my Tax Identification Number two weeks ago. I don’t get government ID’s. Mom couldn’t even convince me to get a student driver’s license - but boyfriend’s teaching me how to drive. Illegally.
Uh. This is so hard.
The monthly salary that is two weeks delayed.
The ATM shits, that has one week processing time.
The cellphone bills that I cannot pay, yet.
The freaking internet connection and the phone connection that we do not have in the office as of the moment - even though we need it so badly as in so badly.
Working with direk Elwood Perez for the second time this year. This time, with smaller budget and number of crew. When I say smaller number of crew - we’re talking 3 or 2 of us per shoot. This will show in SM Cinemas nationwide, I hope. This January. So stay tuned!